As they all felt the fire

They turned me into an outsider

I never heard from them again

So ironic when you called for a favor today.

It's always easy to judge

But takes a lot to be specific

'cause as you preach you're opening the door

To your egos past .

There was a day when I could forget

I could forgive but those days are gone

I see them fade.

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    Filth in every new day,

    Filth runs in every new day.

I learned to mute the anger

I never thought I would be there again

A moment, a dead end

I lost myself in here.

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I ran as I saw the end

Should I've joined the fight instead?

Hope you're listening

'cause now times have changed.

I take a look around

Say this moment's mine

Flee all the weak minds

Feel my missed hidden rage.

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Spinning further, deeper

I know you're out to try me

I'm not in this to be a slave.

Push the dirt,

Make me feel.

Locate what swallows life

Night bird you build my world.

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    ...and then I close my eyes

    Judge me now

    Used to be afraid to let it show

    Bow down,

    A king in my own mind.

    Everything's in place

    So much brighter from today,

    A king in my own mind.

Drown the monster,

Make all bad dreams go away

Whatever it takes to keep your hands free.

Open scars

The quiet place,

All the bridges fall to the ground

And you say you sacrificed.

Chorus.

Judge me now...

A king in my own mind. (x2)

Chorus.

I'll always belong to the shadow

Don't show me new results

I'll never enter your heaven

Make the most out of my dirty cell.

Creeps infected by control

That's what put me in here

Dig deep don't think you ever get

To the place where they buried me.

The last glimpse that I have

Fragments, pieces of some things valuable

Even though it doesn't make sense anymore

I release my last tear.

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    My frustration

    My conversation

    Why are we even here?

    The abuse that we use

    I do not longer care.

    The cold worms and me

    We are all right

    We are free

    The dead light inside

    Fuel to new seed

    New world I hide.

When there are only my bones

Please put them in use

Want to be part of a new dawn

The day darkness disappears.

Don't release these chains

Never been closer to myself

All your mistakes run through

As I realize what we become.

The end is here to bid farewell

I'll turn to ash and hear them sing

Songs about my emotions dead and alone

Don't make an effort

You don't know me anyway.

Chorus.

Reaching depths of clarity

I'm not supposed to be like this

I should be on the top of the world

Is anybode out there like me?

I followed - something's missing

Self control - forcing me down

Whispers consume the air

Above her I'm endless.

When the rain comes falling

I'll freeze, I'm so afraid

When things start to flood me

I'll drown in seconds.

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    Fear - there's a way out

    Touch of red

    Break away

    Nothing has it all

    Bury the place I've been

    I fear there's a way out.

As if I ever had a choice

All in the hands of the energy

Once again I feel the quicksand

Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle.

Chorus.

The weak in me should know

I'm as sober as I could be.

Chorus.

I can be as angry as I want to be

Just watch me burn

I think you're way too cold

Just watch and learn.

I'll never sleep here anymore

My house is not my home

I like you better dead

I'm better off alone.

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    Destiny, will you cure me?

    Trust, will you age with me?

    Hear me scream.

    Destiny, will you cure me?

    Hear me scream as I face tomorrow.

Your vision may be in colour,

but you look all pale

In these times we should be learning

but with you I'll always fail.

Chorus.

I need to save myself before I drown

It took so long to see

The world your mind creates

It pushes me under.

Chorus.

I'm selling heavenly sketches

A world out of my mind

Ready to explode in purity

To fill the wholes inside.

An ever moving stream

With glowing rays of light

Emotions tied to past lies

And I know I should let go.

Tamed with confidence of a brighter future

I found a flame in the burnt out ashes...

burn out, burn out...

Chorus:

    Fueled these new shores burn

    Dark past lies cold

    Shadow, my sweet shadow

    To you I look no more.

Another dawn collapses

Do I need to be reminded?

A glimpse of my safe home

A path to hide all anger.

I found a flame in the burnt out ashes...

burn out, burn out...

Chorus.

In circles I catch

A torch carried by the immortal

From depths that I created

In vain ecoes fade.

Burn out...

Chorus. (x2)

Fueled...

Dark past lies cold...

To you I look no...

We were one in words

You finished my sentence

I can never attract tomorrow

It pushes me aside

I sink in waters deep

Your presence kept me floating

Far from depths where secrets lie

Maybe in another lifetime

I could be the first you meet

I once read a poem

Held my breath

But that moment's gone

First time I felt

Life somewhat hurts

Need an option and some hope

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    Yell at me, I want to you be your light that shines

    But my ground's shaking and I might fall

    I wish that I could say... I wish I could be your evil in a closet  (x2)

It hurts to think

Can't get the sums together

Would you draw my bitterness

Make the pictures fade.

Could it be that I see

What's beneath when we fall

The truth in ever

I'm scared that I'll be.

The sentence is light

But my eyes see a different world

And all I do is turn into flames.

Will time open my vault

New solution, I'm begging

Break the fuse that holds me back.

Chorus:

    The I is lost in me

    But I'm ready to give you

    The m, it might even be the e

    As I begin to search for I

    The I is lost in me.

Distract, push me in another direction

This wall that I stare into

It's getting old.

Give me faith to reach for the new

Pull me apart and do me all over

I'll need a re-make

To make up for my mistakes.

Chorus.

What if I stop to care?

What if I let you fall?

Chorus.

Take a knife and carve it in

Want to see your faults

As a part of your pretty skin

Everyone has a tragedy

I want you to wear yours in pain.

Oblivion can no longer shade you

Reminded by the tattered tissue.

Bleak silence

Errors stigmatized in you

A weak worn out friend

There's nothing left for me.

Chorus:

    Again and again

    Your face reminds me of a bleak future

    Despite the absence of hope

    I give you this sacrifice.

    You're so far behind

    Be my hero

    Drift away

    Save yourself

    Don't end up zero

    I'll look the other way.

I'll crawl into your vault

Pass snakes and old rotten thoughts

Leaving a hotbed of virulence

Your world inside slowly redesigned.

Chorus.

I am the past the Future

I've been chosen

You think it's over

But I'm ready to go.

I am what you fear

I've been chosen

The world as you know it just died

It's the end of all time.

I am a surprise

Even to myself I'm a genious

Superhero of the computer rage

In plastic I'll bury.

I am what you fear

I've been chosen

The world as you know it just died

It's the end of all time.

Chorus:

    Everything you say is denied

    I'll be the devil on this ride

    Dark clouds in your heaven

    Your end has only begun

    You can scream but there's no rescue

    I promise I'll make you sure you die in time.

I am the maggot

In your infected life

No matter how hard you try

I'll leave without a scar.

I am a legend

In your infotainment life

It's when I say "it's over"

It's you who's been chosen.

Chorus. (x2)

Could it be a new day?

Fear in me so deep

You push me out, I feel far

The absence, close to me

The otherside I crawl

You push me out, I fall.

Chorus:

    Heal my wounds with everything

    Away you complicate me

    Sick of cycles, drop to zero

    A while just like last time

    My least favorite re-run

    Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey.

    Escape familiar home

    Memories remains alone

    Reality trapped inside

    The wicked descend - I hide.

Testing higher mentality

I conquer myself through this

A furious path to walk

New space does exist beyond

In silence I dwell displeased

Remain with the seed of unfulfilment.

Chorus. (x2)

I really don't have anything to say

Just pass me by

Don't ask me the same questions

Just deny I'm there.

Like the time around me

This room is filled with nothing

Fell awkward in a place with many

Leave this space to me.

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    I channel the pain through this

    The paper, the pen, your eyes

    To stare into what's next

    It frightens me

    No control, no reward

    I'm in circles again.

Still and breathless

I don't care what's behind

To you I look for energy

To catch my breath again.

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The world looks old to me

Tonight I drink myself sober

Soon this could be over

Tale a picture of the pale.

New morning knocking

Feels just like always

Pen down my regrets

I reach to you again.

Chorus. (x2)

I run this world alone

A song stuck in my mind

Are you feeling alright?

Don't mind if you ask me once

Discover me like emptiness

A defense for a broken heart

Still offers a smile to the world betrayed...

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    Always close to the drop

    Disappear with yesterday

    Cure this dream that makes me fall

    Blame me...

    Escape me...

    Ss you walked away

    Tie me...

    For my sake

    To the dream that haunts you

Could never stand the middle

Want to go far and further

But something drags me down

Shapes me...

Forms me... into dillusion...

As I bank other options

Make this picture distant

Signing off

Leave me alone

I blur you into... the never...

Chorus.